Today I changed my status at work to PART-TIME! Two 12 hour shifts a week.

It was a decision that I have been avoiding for so long. When I chose to get a nursing degree I knew that it just "fit me". I enjoy taking care of others, and I love that I truely make a difference in families lives. I also knew that it would be an amazing career for being a mom and I knew that if for some reason I had to help my family out financially I could. So, I guess it has come to that. In August I was denied health insurance from every company due to my complications in pregnancies so I have been funneled to the government "high risk" insurance plan which is high deductible and premiums are outragious. So right now to insure our family we are looking at nearly a house payment. Ugh! And to top that off we are feeling the sting of our suffering economy. Ugh again!
I hate to leave my little Jackers and Emmers but I know they won't be short of love or attention. I will work mainly weekends so they will be with their daddy who lets be honest plays harder with the kids than me. I think that is because I tend to multi task with the house chores, and Brian just does the kids. He is an awesome daddy!
For now let's just pray for some healthcare reform and a new economy!!!!